.:♥ Received SMS♥:.

Date : 10 November 2009
Time : 12:06:07am
From : Someone yang pernah slalu ade disamping aku (Kuantan)
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How I need U...
Current mood: Sad

"dis sadness in me right now,
is giving me pain in a way that i dun noe how
it's juz that i'm alone wif nobody else
my life sure colorless
i dun noe wat or who i need
i juz want my heart stop the bleed
it hurts all over me
again & again
i hope somebody could
lend me a helping hand an injury
i have in my heart
i wish somebody could
repair its parts
but nobody sure is wif me
right now i juz want 2 c u somehow
these tears i cry
4 u are nt lies but they r true
alone i cry becoz of loneliness
right now i am lifeless
i need u especially now
that i'm alone
can't even talk 2 u on the phone
hope that someday u'll be here
here wif me 2 wipe of my tear"

SORRY IF MY ENGLISH IS NOT GOOD
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mse aku dpt msg nie aku dh dibuai mimpi..
baru smlm aku bce smule..
knape ye dia hantar msg mcm tu..
knape sume insan yg aku kenal bila dh lukakan ht aku
mesti cari aku smule..
btl2 menduga hati aku...
mse dia kahwin aku turut hadir..
walaupn cinta xpernah lahir dr mulut aku
dan puas aku menahan dia dr meluahkan isi hatinya
tapi aku tetap gembira mengenalinya
cuma aku tahu walaupn dia sukakan aku
gadisnya tetap menjadi suri hati dia.
yahh ternyata benar so mmg aku bwk diri kerja ke KL
tp hubungan sbg kwn tetap terjalin..
cume kenapa setelah dia mendirikan rumah tangga
sering hantar sms berkias2 memerlukan aku..
huhhhhhh..
sbg kwn dn sbg insan yg pernah aku kenali
sms tu mambuatkan aku trty2..
tapi xde hak utk aku berty dn persoalkan mengenai rumah tangganya..
hurmmmmmmmmmmmmm
runsing aku..
my 1st love aku plak asyik main miscol..
mmg aku xlayan..
tp ntahlah...
yang aku tahu
kini hati ku milik seseorang..
walaupn aku xpasti benar2 aku mampu milikinya ataupun tidak..
sekurang2nya aku bahagia..
aku masih berdoa moga hubungan yg terjalin akan berkekalan..
namu masih ku kuathir dgn hubungan yg masih rapuh...